January 2008
11 posts
Intrinsic Motivation
the me of me can no longer be it needs to evolve intrinsic loops restricting hoops knots difficult to solve gangly direction large affliction looms the concrete bubble multiple distraction misdirected reaction the cause of my trouble
Superimposed
she drapes her thoughts about her shoulders invisible, heavy and warm and spins a story to herself of time, that has never been there are people made of fog here pirouets along the mindstring and as she moves them about they listen lips move and words sing of dark soft sadness and a yearning seeking for something never there and as she talks of what she has not she wishes her mind was clear
Deconstruction of Me
I am a puzzle of a picture that you have never seen turning, moving, changing parts many holes in between the parts of me that fit could reveal potential of something deep but I will never be a picture of something you can frame and keep..
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Supine Observations
if the stars we see are memories of light then the darkness in between must be a memory of night. stories and pictures pass the memory to eye and ear and the rest just disappears into … thin air
missing
habitual creature soft warm and curled hibernating beneath the world dreaming land but real all the same of color red slashes mundane stretches long turns to the light opens her eyes sees nothing but white back to the cave roll up and sleep back to dreams slowly creep
“Keep an open mind, but not so open that your brains can fall out… lmao”
Counterfeit
she stands like a $100 note with a crease down the middle shes neither owned nor owed she thinks shes worth a fair amount walking around with big expectations you watch her as she floats past stamped on her back Monopoly Money
Soul Tornado
the world it turns in mysterious ways it tornadoes around my soul sweeping the parts of me that fail back to middle “keep it together” it asks of me “get up and try again” it cares not that I have fear a quivering hand each spin knocks me about I wish the world could just tell me secrets without messing up my hair…